One-Night Only! Get your tickets now for Illuminare in NYC!

I’ll be participating in this event. Tickets are $10 and should be purchased here by selecting “Caylena Cahill Photography” from the drop-down menu.

If you are unable to attend, you can donate the amount of your choice ($10 is recommended) via the paypal donate button on the sidebar of my blog.

Please go to the Facebook event page to interact with and share the event with others, as well as to show that you are attending or donating.

Any funds above $200 (after tickets/donations) will be put toward the creation of the pieces.

ANY and ALL support you can offer is GREATLY appreciated. Thanks!!

“Don’t be a drag, just be a queen!” (Lady Gaga, “Born that way”)

This past weekend I had an incredible and unique experience: parading through Manhattan in the NYC Pride Parade. It was my first time at NYC pride and my second time at a pride parade (first one was the first annual New Paltz pride parade). I had heard stories and seen pictures, so I definitely had some expectations – and boy were they exceeded!

Firstly, the police kept pushing us around and would not let us in to meet with the group that we marched with (Intact America). So after running from street to street with my friend and her 2 kids, we ended up sneaking in when they moved barricades to let a street cleaner through. If we had not, it would probably have been a lost cause.

Well, little did we know, we might as well have arrived late on purpose, because all that happened, for more than 2 and a half hours, was standing around and waiting.

Once our part of the parade finally started moving, the experience was just amazing. It was like a giant party in the streets, with the dance music blasting, feathers and confetti on the ground, and the drag queen in front of us! To see mid-town dressed in proud rainbows, flags and banners waving through the air, well that was nothing compared to the Village and Christopher Street: people dancing, cheering, jumping, dressed up, dressed down, half-naked, waving flags, clapping… Lots of signs thanking the governor! One of my favorite parts: seeing all the people watching and partying from their balconies!

All in all, one of the happiest events I’ve ever been to! I wish we could bottle up the feeling and bring it to all those that have to suffer in the closet, so that they know there is an escape and there are places where it is celebrated to be yourself!

For those who feel alone: It gets better (by Ithaca College staff, faculty, and students) as part of the It Gets Better Project:

Question

URGENT: NEW YORKERS (NYC-area): I was offered a place in an art show on 7/28 in the city. I’d like to do it, so I’m taking a survey. In order to participate I need to either sell 20 $10 tickets or pay $200/the difference. So: would any of you want to come/be willing to pay the $10 to come support me? Or if you would not be able to come, would you be interested in donating to the cause? This could be an amazing opportunity for me. Check out my work to see if you might be interested. Thanks for responding quickly. http://www.facebook.com/caylenacahillphotography

Save Middle Country’s French Program

Now, I didn’t go to Middle Country schools, but I did start my love of French back in seventh grade when I took my first French class. I think it’s safe to say that my school’s French department changed my life.

I know, language classes, particularly French ones, are not for everyone. However, according to the NY In French website, “The French program at Middle Country has a consistent record of 100% passing on the Regents. For a school that is on the list of failing schools, why take away a successful program?” A great point, considering that students currently in French would be “forced” to move into Spanish or Italian classes, as it is required to take a language until Freshman year, according to a website made by Middle Country students/supporters.

On their site, the students/supporters point out that the cut is for a budget reason (as seen in this newsday.com article), but they “just don’t see how the district can cut a language that is so important in today’s society.” They wrote, “A lot of people say that French is not a needed language because not many people speak it around here. … There are at least 35 countries that speak French.” French is a very important language in the world, with many nations using it as [one of] their official language[s], or a common spoken language within. It is useful not only in Canada and France, but also for people who are interested in Africa.

Clearly I could go on and on about the importance of languages, particularly French, but sometimes less is more. For those who follow my blog or know me in person, you all know how important French has been for me. It has allowed me to travel, to meet unforgettable people, build relationships I would not have otherwise had, and has helped me mature as a person. So if you can see this and support me, you’ll help me support Middle Country’s French department by:

-Visiting the student’s web site (listed above)
-Join the student created Facebook group Save Middle Country French
-Send a letter to the Board of Education (names and addresses given here)

Thanks!

Hugh O’Brian Youth (HOBY) Leadership

In my last post, I said I’ve been trying to keep busy since I’ve been back. Well, one thing I did was volunteer with an organization that I love and have missed greatly: HOBY.

What is HOBY?!

For those who do not know what HOBY is: it is a non-profit, volunteer based organization that puts on leadership/community service seminars for high school sophomores/rising juniors. The organization, founded by actor Hugh O’Brian, has three levels of conferences: CLEW (county/local one day events), Regional (weekend seminars at a university campus, either a whole state or part of one), and WLC (World Leadership Congress, a week-long annual event that involves youth from all over the country/world).

What is its purpose?

The goal of the program is to empower the youth and teach them to channel and control their natural leadership abilities, believe in their ideas, and get involved in community service. The sophomores who take part are called ‘ambassadors.’ Once every ambassador has gone through a regional level conference, he or she is welcomed into the HOBY Alumni Association, where he/she can stay involved with HOBY events/projects and stay in touch with new friends.

To outsiders, it may seem like HOBY is cult-like or maybe a a good idea, but not necessarily effective. Well it is normal to be skeptical that a weekend-long program could be so life-changing that you come out a different person, but as a HOBY New York East alumna, I can tell you, it works.

Testimonial

From the moment I got involved with HOBY as a high school sophomore in 2004, I never wanted to stop. Since then I have volunteered at the NYE seminar in Albany/Troy, NY almost every year and also at a CLEW in Kingston, NY. Every time I walk into the Thursday night staff training before the seminar and see my HOBY family, I am greeted with warm welcomes, and I know that I have a great network and lifelong connections.

So why do I go back? Not only to see everyone again. I go back to help recreate the experience I had and give it to someone else. I do not know what is more empowering – being an ambassador and realizing your potential for the first time, or being a staff member and helping affect that realization in the ambassadors.

Back in the Valley

It’s hard to believe that three weeks have passed since the fateful day of my depart from Saint Etienne. It’s hard to believe that I still have not found employment after starting my job search back around March; but I don’t want to talk about that.

It was a great challenge for me to have to leave the place I love (France) and people that I have grown to love in order to come back to a place where I have very few connections (other than my family) and where there are few opportunities in my field (photography/writing/marketing, preferably non-profit). However, I am trying to make the best of it.

The beginning was strange. The reverse culture shock. The weirdest of all was not speaking English with people I know, but hearing English ALL THE TIME. In the coffee shop. At the gas station. At the mall. On television… You get the idea. It was the overheard conversations as well as the conversations with service people/strangers. See, when in France I was so accustomed to hearing French and having to pay only slightly more attention to hear the conversation, that my ears would perk up any time English was around. So it was weird, and still is a little, to have English be the main-liner again. I didn’t have to try to pay attention, but rather to not pay attention.

Since coming back to “upstate” NY (the Mid-Hudson Valley) I have been trying to stay as active as possible. I took a few trips down to “the city” and have been continuing my job search, as well as expanding my online presence/networking.

TAPIF – Ask Away

Dear prospective TAPIF (Teaching Assistantship Program in France) assistants, this is for you.

Thanks to Google Analytics, I can see that people arrive at my blog looking for information about the TAPIF program. I even got an email from one brave person. You must have questions, otherwise you wouldn’t be searching for information. So, what I would like to do is open the floor (internet/blog) up to you. If you have questions or comments, post them. Ask away. Ask questions here on this entry, write comments or follow up questions on a specific entry. I will take my time to answer your questions as well effectively as possible in a dedicated entry. Don’t be afraid to be the first! you can stay anonymous if you want. You can even email questions. I’m here for you. Please take this seriously.

“Oh LOOK! It’s the AMERICAN!!!!!!!!”

You may or may not have heard that I am participating in a photo exposition in France right now. You may be wondering how this awesome situation came to be.

It all comes back to the cliché, “It’s not what you know, but who you know.”

Well, I know that I am a photographer and that as a photographer, I would love to participate in exhibitions, particularly in France. However, I know also that having the desire alone is not enough. These facts constitute “what” I know.

So how did I move from the want to the do?

It all starts with my vacation back in February/March. On Feb. 26 I sprained my ankle in Nîmes, France and did nothing about it because it was my first day of a two week tour, during which I would be experiencing incredible things, meeting incredible people, and taking WAY too many photos.

So, a little while after I came back to Saint Etienne, I happened to get sick. So, I decided that with my ankle still hurting and my pending illness, that I should take the chance and go to a French doctor. That left me with the problem of finding one…

So, I spoke with the mother of my completely unofficial host family and she made me an appointment at her doctor’s office. To make a long story short, the doctor prescribed me 8 appointments at a physical therapist. Sounds great, but same problem – where do I go?

Well, lucky for me, Cathy (the mother of the family) knew a PT to suggest, and I started to go there.

As it’s a bit awkward to sit in silence with a physical therapist, we talked. Naturally I mentioned I’m a photographer. She then went on to tell me that her husband is the president of a photography association in the town St Genest Lerpt (where the PT office is) and that the group was in the middle of organizing a photo festival in that town! I asked – because if you don’t ask for things, they are less likely to happen – if it would be possible for me to expose as well. She picked up her phone and called her husband to ask. Apparently he said yes and she took my website information and email address. THAT night I received an e-mail from my physical therapist’s husband telling me how much he liked my work and how happy he would be for a young American to take part in the festival!

The opening was this past Saturday. There were some speakers (the mayor, the person in charge of culture, the president of the organization… and some others). Apparently my PT’s husband had told people about me because everyone seemed to know there was an American taking part in the exposition. Every time I meet someone, they seem to know who I am already. It’s weird. During the opening he acknowledged me and the fact that I’m a young American in the exhibition. It was a bit embarrassing. But what’s more, it’s strange to be considered to exotic. Maybe I should be used to it by now, being here for so long, but honestly, most people do not treat me so differently. But now, it is plain to see: “Oh LOOK! It’s the AMERICAN!!!!!!!!” (In French…)

Anyway, other than that embarrassing part, the opening went really well. I had some really great conversations, met interesting people, and got some really nice complements. My favorites: someone told me they wished they had taken one of my photos themselves and someone spoke about how they could see the emotion of my models and also how I felt about the photo/subject. There were some others, but I’m struggling to find a good translation in English. Suffice it to say, I’m feeling quite honored by some of the things people have said.

The other thing that stood out during the opening was a conversation I had with a professional independent photographer who is also participating. We spoke about a lot of things, but most importantly our relationships to photography, such as why we do it, our methods, how we started, etc. and we actually had a lot in common. I have not met many artists in France, so it was a really refreshing experience to meet someone here that thinks exactly the way I do.

Pronounce ‘Foie Gras’

According to Google Analytics, a lot of people arrive at my site by searching for a pronunciation of ‘foie gras’ (the French term for duck liver, which is used as a fancy hors d’oeuvre (usually)). So, if you arrive at my site because you are searching for a pronunciation of this term, this is for you. In the IPA (International Phonetic Alphabet) [fwa gʀɑ] Or with an American English (from upstate NY) phonetic: fwah grah. The r in gras, is the throaty/gutteral R in French, kind of like the j in Spanish or an h in several languages. To hear it pronounced, go to Google Translate, search ‘foie gras’ in English -> French and press the listen button.

There you go!

Now I’ve done you a favor, you can do me one. Look at some other stuff on my site! :-)